I'm still breathing...

Since I last posted, all hell has broken loose.

1. I spent 2 nights in the hospital with a kidney infection/kidney stones.
2. I had to leave culinary school because of above said kidney issues.
3. We moved back to Portland to be closer to Mason.
4. I spent 3 months on bed rest and pain killers for what we thought was another kidney issue; it turned out that I have a liver disease.
5. I went through pain killer withdrawals. And it sucked worse than pregnancy.
6. My youngest brother, Jason, died of a food allergy/asthma attack.
7. I went back to work after 9 years of being at home. Mostly because I just couldn't spend 6 hours alone every day because all I did anymore was cry until I made myself sick.
8. I started going to a grief psychologist. 

I really do want to get back to blogging because I used to enjoy it. And I figure with all the hell I've been through, I should at least try and do something I enjoy.

So bear with me, it may be slow going for awhile.